Such a perfect description of an indescribable job. Thank you for sharing. I think we all experience those moments where we are wondering what the heck we got ourselves in to. But all we can do, is our best. You might enjoy a piece I wrote where I share the same feelings. https://theascent.pub/fearing-motherhood-99b18e0b3a0

And, you’ll be fine, mama. We’re all here for you.